25th of June 2009

25th of June 2009 Thursday

Still left only 12 days to stay with husband. After this I'll back Malaysia byslef, and husband will stay at Aussie 1-2 years for work!

I'm really don't wish to go back, don't wish to separate so far with husband, don't wanna left husband alone to stay oversea. But husband don't wanna back with me yet! How? I'm really worry about him!

God, please help me! I'm really don't know what to do, what can I do to make him change his decision to back early? What can I do? What can I do?

I know probably that husband hope to back Malaysia early too, but because of the money matter! Why? Why? Why everything also need money? Nothing can settled up without money? Is it so important?!!

I know exactly I can't do anything now, I just hope God, please, please bless my husband! God, please bless his healthy and safety. Without him I'm really don't know how to continue my journey. He's the only one I love, the only I need and he's only father for my daughter as well!

So, I'm truly hope and pray for God, please bless my husband! Thank you so much!

God Bless =)