31st of January 2010 Sunday Sunny Day
讨厌今年的一月。一月里我和老公吵架了好几次，总是一点小事就可以闹到天翻地覆，为什么？为什么你每次的语气都…… 我不喜欢，好不喜欢，就是不喜欢。每次我打给你，就想听见你的声音，只想好好谈天，撒撒娇。为什么每次都是“这样”的结果呢？
我真的好想念以前在墨尔本的生活，无忧无虑，自由自在，我们从没吵架过，过着相亲相爱的日子，你好疼我。但现在我们分割两地，不是应该更加恩爱吗？反而彼此的感情却相差了一大半，而是变得非常差。
你以为我在这里有家人陪就开心吗？你错了！我好讨厌，很厌烦，好厌烦他们天天都吵架，动不动又说要打架！我好想你快点回来，拥有我们自己的生活。每次逛街走过的地方，都会使我想起以前我俩，好想念，真的好怀念。
是你变了吗？还是我？我讨厌钱，它带给我们很多麻烦，很多阻碍。我不要它，只要你。你能看透我的心吗？我真的需要你！
像今天，原本打给你想告诉你买个 PS2 送给阿乐当生日礼物。却没想到又是吵架收场。你说八月想带你父母和女儿过去，女儿才十个月大，八月是冬天，她定得顺吗？你有深层地了解下吗？一下就对我发脾气！我知道你很想念她，但你是否有想过我吗？我也非常地想念你。而是能十分肯定地告诉你，我想念你的指数比你想念女儿的更要夸张。他们过去又要浪费一笔钱，为什么不想想两全其美的方法？你回来，我们不就能解决一切吗？又是钱？不要把钱看得那么重好吗？再这样下去，我会对前产生恐惧感。
你不是答应过我一年后回来的吗？七月头就正式踏进一年了。你知道吗，我真的很辛苦地挨过这一年，终于能盼到一年了，你回来了，可是为什么又想令我失望吗？不想再等，我好辛苦，真的辛苦，有谁会知道？想哭又不敢哭！为什么你总是答应过我的都无法完成给我？你回来好吗？一月过了盼一月，我能盼到几时？
你会看到这个部落格吗？看到后，希望你真的能理解我的痛，理解我真的需要你，真的想你。
以后还有很多时间能出国啊！
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
30th January 2010
30th of January 2010 Saturday Cloudy Sky
Left a day will reach the end of January, this is the unhappy month for me, hubby & I were arguing in this month =(
La~La~La~ But we 'recover' already ^^ Just a small matter ...
Just now at 5pm something, hubby & I chatting through the webcam, I saw hubby, he look alike 'beyond' now ( mean his hair style ) =.=''
Got 2 photo share with your, it's my baby's photo =)
Left a day will reach the end of January, this is the unhappy month for me, hubby & I were arguing in this month =(
La~La~La~ But we 'recover' already ^^ Just a small matter ...
Just now at 5pm something, hubby & I chatting through the webcam, I saw hubby, he look alike 'beyond' now ( mean his hair style ) =.=''
Got 2 photo share with your, it's my baby's photo =)
Can you got me ? A photo taken with my family
A memory of us in Port Dickson
Saw it? It quite a memoriable for me =) Did my baby look alike as me? Haha ...
Those were my lovely brothers & cousin .. We used to be very closed when we're young^^
Sweet* I love you all* muax
Thursday, January 28, 2010
28th January 2010
28th of January 2010 Thursday Windy
I'd call hubby today, then I heard something different with his voice, so I asked him. Hubby said he's walking back to home. I asked him why, he said that the car had spoilt, repairing now =( Not even this, hubby's I-phone and the Dell's computer also spoilted ( fainted ) @@''
La~ La~ La~ Is this a sense for him to ready to back Malaysia? Yup, home sweet home, baby ... muax
I played a hunch, tomorrow will be my busy day ^^
Cause starting from tomorrow I gotta 'BBQ' the dried meat, I only got 25boxes of order, poor little yvonne =(
Oh God~ Oh My God~ Can help me up in this business? I need some pocket money to spend it in Chinese New Year .. >.<
Anybody here? Anyone wanna buy dried meat =)
Do buy it from me ya ~ Haha ..
Good night
I'd call hubby today, then I heard something different with his voice, so I asked him. Hubby said he's walking back to home. I asked him why, he said that the car had spoilt, repairing now =( Not even this, hubby's I-phone and the Dell's computer also spoilted ( fainted ) @@''
La~ La~ La~ Is this a sense for him to ready to back Malaysia? Yup, home sweet home, baby ... muax
I played a hunch, tomorrow will be my busy day ^^
Cause starting from tomorrow I gotta 'BBQ' the dried meat, I only got 25boxes of order, poor little yvonne =(
Oh God~ Oh My God~ Can help me up in this business? I need some pocket money to spend it in Chinese New Year .. >.<
Anybody here? Anyone wanna buy dried meat =)
Do buy it from me ya ~ Haha ..
Good night
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
27th January 2010
27th of January 2010 Wednesday Cloudy Sky
Yesterday went night market with my dearest mummy and younger brother. Felt happy because hubby had call me on that time =)
I ask hubby why suddenly call me up? He said that his phone credit gonna expired after 12am. LOL =(
No matter what the reason I'm still felt 'VERY' happy on that ... muax
We'd chat almost an hour, hubby told me that he went naked beach at Frankston with his friends last Sunday! WTH~ How dare he going those place and not telling me on the spot huh ... argh argh~ Hubby said he not dare to take off all his clothes include the underwear. He felt shy .. haha .. Cause I heard mummy said before, New York also got a 'naked' beach, it only let those who really naked to entry, who still clothing on can't entry ... So I think hubby only have a look at outside, he said the beach was crowded. Badly is hubby said he maybe will go there the 2nd times with his naked body ~ Hubby quite arbitrariness, he don't let us to be naked but can him! hmm .. hmm ..
Hubby arr .. My lovely hubby ... Now you're in different 'position', you are Yvonne Yap's lovely hubby & Kathryn Hew's lovely daddy. So please think properly before you did everything, ok =)
I'll believe what you told me, I'll trust you ... So please, please not to hurt me, ok .... muax
My love for you will never end ...
Yesterday went night market with my dearest mummy and younger brother. Felt happy because hubby had call me on that time =)
I ask hubby why suddenly call me up? He said that his phone credit gonna expired after 12am. LOL =(
No matter what the reason I'm still felt 'VERY' happy on that ... muax
We'd chat almost an hour, hubby told me that he went naked beach at Frankston with his friends last Sunday! WTH~ How dare he going those place and not telling me on the spot huh ... argh argh~ Hubby said he not dare to take off all his clothes include the underwear. He felt shy .. haha .. Cause I heard mummy said before, New York also got a 'naked' beach, it only let those who really naked to entry, who still clothing on can't entry ... So I think hubby only have a look at outside, he said the beach was crowded. Badly is hubby said he maybe will go there the 2nd times with his naked body ~ Hubby quite arbitrariness, he don't let us to be naked but can him! hmm .. hmm ..
Hubby arr .. My lovely hubby ... Now you're in different 'position', you are Yvonne Yap's lovely hubby & Kathryn Hew's lovely daddy. So please think properly before you did everything, ok =)
I'll believe what you told me, I'll trust you ... So please, please not to hurt me, ok .... muax
My love for you will never end ...
True love never dies, it only gets stronger with time~
I feel it flowing towards you from my heart,
A tide of unsophisticated song,
A tide of unsophisticated song,
Sung with much desire and little art.
I cannot tell my love, but it will show
In ways that even I cannot foresee;
A love as full as mine must overflow
Into everything that makes me, me.
Just as the sun must shine to be the sun
And trees burst forth in blossom every year,
So I must love in ways that everyone
Can see or sense or reason out or hear.
Still, I'll tell you of my love in this:
For fear, despite all, you might my love miss.
My Love for you is SIMPLE, DEEP and STRONG
Monday, January 25, 2010
26th January 2010
This morning, I had cheesy sausages & a fried egg with a glass of fresh milk for my breakfast.
Yummy Breakfast
I'm still remember the past when we at Melbourne. Every morning I'll prepare breakfast to you, then wake you up, had our delicious breakfast together. It's so sweet =)
Today is the fifth day that you didn't call me up =( I'm really felt so sad but luckily still had little baby girl by my side, she'll make me happy.
I had read a book yesterday, maybe it not a true story but it quite touching. It come with a love quote >
能够认识你是我这辈子最幸福的事
谢谢你让我再次尝到幸福的味道
This also what I wanna told you:
Hubby, you make my life change ...
It become fantastic, and you fullfill my life ...
I'm having my well-being life everyday ...
I love you =)
25th January 2010
25th of January 2010 Monday Sunny Day
今天是女儿出世的三个月，但爸爸都没有打电回来。他已经连续四天没有打给我了，什么事呢？我好想念他的声音~
昨天我带宝宝回去你的家，你公公也在，而婆婆就没来。我把宝宝放在那儿然后就跟哥哥和妈妈到 Lot 10 那儿吃早餐。然后六点多我便回去载宝宝到 Jusco 去逛街顺便买个 small toilet bowl 给她。
记得在载宝宝回家时，‘你’在楼上冲凉，然后下来。‘你’就只懂得一直说宝宝开始认人 ...... 开始认人 ...... 宝宝就算在我家也是一样到处望来望去的，不是只在‘你’家。所以请‘你’不要在那儿乱吠乱叫，说宝宝在认人。爸爸妈妈抱她又不见她在哭？又不见爸爸妈妈说她认人？自己不会抱，宝宝不喜欢你抱吧，就别赖说宝宝认人。你少说一些废话吧‘闲等人’。我带宝宝回去是给面子我老公和爸爸妈妈，而不是你，所以不要摆什么样给我看。只是小便弹到那么些就那么多废话。少一点废话，少一点‘臭脸’就能谢天谢地咯，家有宁日。
也许你也该改一改你那自以为是的性格，倒是我们也许能好好相处一番。
如有令你不满的真的对不起，我也是有话直言吧了！
今天是女儿出世的三个月，但爸爸都没有打电回来。他已经连续四天没有打给我了，什么事呢？我好想念他的声音~
记得在载宝宝回家时，‘你’在楼上冲凉，然后下来。‘你’就只懂得一直说宝宝开始认人 ...... 开始认人 ...... 宝宝就算在我家也是一样到处望来望去的，不是只在‘你’家。所以请‘你’不要在那儿乱吠乱叫，说宝宝在认人。爸爸妈妈抱她又不见她在哭？又不见爸爸妈妈说她认人？自己不会抱，宝宝不喜欢你抱吧，就别赖说宝宝认人。你少说一些废话吧‘闲等人’。我带宝宝回去是给面子我老公和爸爸妈妈，而不是你，所以不要摆什么样给我看。只是小便弹到那么些就那么多废话。少一点废话，少一点‘臭脸’就能谢天谢地咯，家有宁日。
也许你也该改一改你那自以为是的性格，倒是我们也许能好好相处一番。
如有令你不满的真的对不起，我也是有话直言吧了！
Saturday, January 23, 2010
23rd January 2010
23rd of January 2010 Saturday Sunny Day
昨天晚上，给宝宝睡着后，自己便躺在床上，耳朵听着 MP3 Player，头脑在想着你，而心里却思念着你。
一打开 MP3 Player，第一首歌曲竟然播放着由“张柏芝”主唱的“星语心愿”。
听着这首歌的歌词，就像在讲诉着我这几天的心情，很不开心却又不能让人看见自己在哭泣。
昨天晚上，给宝宝睡着后，自己便躺在床上，耳朵听着 MP3 Player，头脑在想着你，而心里却思念着你。
一打开 MP3 Player，第一首歌曲竟然播放着由“张柏芝”主唱的“星语心愿”。
听着这首歌的歌词，就像在讲诉着我这几天的心情，很不开心却又不能让人看见自己在哭泣。
我要控制我自己 不会让谁看见我哭泣
装作漠不关心你 不愿想起你 怪自己没勇气
心痛得无法呼吸 找不到你留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看着你 却无能为力 任你消失在世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由 再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头 那里是否有尽头
心痛得无法呼吸 找不到昨天留下的痕迹
眼睁睁的看着你 却无能为力 任你消失在世界的尽头
找不到坚强的理由 再也感觉不到你的温柔
告诉我星空在那头 那里是否有尽头
就向流星许个心愿 让你知道我爱你
为什么我俩会变成这样？我们已经好几天都没联络了。不是我不想打电给你，只是每次与你通话，你的语气总是很不和气，好像不大想与我通话。
老公，你知不知道，这种语气会令得我很不自在，有种触伤的感觉。
为什么别人总是能和蔼可亲，亲亲密密？我们却变成这样？是我们自己的问题吗？是我们彼此都不让路吗？还是一切都是我造成？是我的错？
老公，我真的很想听到你的声音，很想有你的关怀。我不在意别人对我的看法，只在意你如何对我。
我自己大着肚子回到国，
自己去面对别人对我的眼光，自己挨过去。
这些我都不在意，只要有你什么都可以，我无所谓。
因为这是我和你的小孩。
第一次有小孩，却没有老公在身边，没老公陪着去看医生，就连小孩出世那天也没老公在。我都没怨过你，为什么？你知道吗？因为我真的很爱你，不能没有你。
钱很重要？那穷苦的为什么可以把孩子养这么大？
难道我就这么任性一下都不能吗？
难到我要老公陪在身边都不能吗？
难道我要老公的关怀都不能吗？
难道这一切一切都是我的错？
你知道吗？我这几天的眼泪都是偷偷摸摸地流，
只能在没人的时候哭，
只能在黑暗的时候哭，
要是让人看见了也得假装刚打了个呵欠。（因为我打呵欠会流泪的）
附着泪的纸飞机，会不会失去重心？
如果会，它会偏向哪一个方向飞？
我的心早已化作纸飞机，
但却是第一次蕴着泪，它会失去重心吗？
我想会，因为它已经偏朝你的方向飞？
I'm waiting for you right beside here ...
Wating for your 'caring' call ...
I Love You
Thursday, January 21, 2010
21st January 2010
21st of January 2010 Thursday Sunny Day
Today Lee Yee fetch me to take baby's identity card. Then going to bank to update the bank book. Dunno why my luck going so bad today. Can't get identity, need to wait more a week. Going to update the bank book, can't make it too, because the manager told me that they got a new rules ... Third party can't updated bank book, can't debit, should attend the owner. What the hell rules is this, sucks ....
After this matter, I'm still thinking wanna call and told hubby or not, because we just arguing yesterday ...
In the end, I'm still picking up the phone and call him. Hubby answered the phone with a softly voice, then I'd told him everything, but end up with a 'weightily' tone. It make me so sad ... Why wanna treat me like that ..? I'm your wife, isn't the one you love most ..??
I'm always thinking myself, why everything had changing now? Did our relationship will ended like this? We used to promise each other that we'll hold hand and hand, 'fighting' for our future! Can we really did it?
You know, I'd thought back a lot of our memories ... Mostly in happiness ... Unforgotten ...
But, nowadays you always talk something and hurt me ... Why ?
You know, you're really the ONE, the ONLY ONE for ME ...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUBBY ...
aren't you ..?
Today Lee Yee fetch me to take baby's identity card. Then going to bank to update the bank book. Dunno why my luck going so bad today. Can't get identity, need to wait more a week. Going to update the bank book, can't make it too, because the manager told me that they got a new rules ... Third party can't updated bank book, can't debit, should attend the owner. What the hell rules is this, sucks ....
After this matter, I'm still thinking wanna call and told hubby or not, because we just arguing yesterday ...
In the end, I'm still picking up the phone and call him. Hubby answered the phone with a softly voice, then I'd told him everything, but end up with a 'weightily' tone. It make me so sad ... Why wanna treat me like that ..? I'm your wife, isn't the one you love most ..??
I'm always thinking myself, why everything had changing now? Did our relationship will ended like this? We used to promise each other that we'll hold hand and hand, 'fighting' for our future! Can we really did it?
Hubby, are you starting to get bored on this relationship ..?
Hubby, are you starting not to love me as last time ..?
Hubby, are you blaming me anything ..?
Hubby, are you going to break our promises ..?
Hubby, did I'd done anything wrong ..?
Hubby, did I'm not good enough for you ..? ( tears starting to fall now )
Hubby, did you still remember the promises between us ..?
You know, I'd thought back a lot of our memories ... Mostly in happiness ... Unforgotten ...
I love the way you love me ...
I love the way you treat me ...
I love the way you hug me ...
I love the way you kiss me ...
But, nowadays you always talk something and hurt me ... Why ?
I'm really can't live without you ( & baby ) ...
Cause
You the one I love most ...
The one I'll appreciate ...
The only one to accompany me till ending up my life ...
No one can be in my heart, but YOU ...
You know, you're really the ONE, the ONLY ONE for ME ...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUBBY ...
aren't you ..?
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
20th january 2010
20th of January 2010 Wednesday Sunny Day
Although today is sunny day, but it was a 'rainy' day in my heart ...
Is it many things happen this few days ..? I dunno, but it make us arguing lot in this few days ...
Who false ..? Who know ..? Is an excuse for you ..? 'Yes', nothing to speak out ...
Can I leave this man and only staying with my girl forever ..? If really can then I won't be so sad everytime after arguing ...
How was the baby's temper, you don't know, then please not to said so much and make complain there ...
Scare baby not recognize me, it just a pile of shit, I'm her mummy ....
Please not to act friendly in front of me, bitch ...
What you want just do/speak in front of me ... Not to let me know from the third-party ...
What you think ..? Wanna see us arguing ..? Oh yeah~ Great, you did it as you hope ...
Although today is sunny day, but it was a 'rainy' day in my heart ...
Is it many things happen this few days ..? I dunno, but it make us arguing lot in this few days ...
Who false ..? Who know ..? Is an excuse for you ..? 'Yes', nothing to speak out ...
Can I leave this man and only staying with my girl forever ..? If really can then I won't be so sad everytime after arguing ...
How was the baby's temper, you don't know, then please not to said so much and make complain there ...
Scare baby not recognize me, it just a pile of shit, I'm her mummy ....
Please not to act friendly in front of me, bitch ...
What you want just do/speak in front of me ... Not to let me know from the third-party ...
What you think ..? Wanna see us arguing ..? Oh yeah~ Great, you did it as you hope ...
Thursday, January 7, 2010
7th January 2010
7th January 2010 Thursday Sunny Day
Blog about my lovely princess ...
Blog about my lovely princess ...
Princess Kathryn
Baby girl was sick yesterday, she didn't felt to drink milk the whole day long, 10 hours ... When she cried, I'd fed her but she shout more louder!
As a mummy, sure felt very worry, so I'd call my mum and asked her about it. She suggested me to bring baby go for doctor, so I straight forward call Brother Clifftan, wanted him to fetch me to clinic Chye. But unlucky, the clinic had closed earlier than the punctual time. Shit ~ Where should I been then ..?
My mum called me to find doctor that specialties for only children, @ Sri Sinar, OMG ... It closed too, we'd been many places, but all had closed till 6.30pm ... So what can did was just went home and wait till 6.30pm. After reached home, baby had cried, then I'd tried to feed her, thanks god, she drink!
Almost 7pm, baby cried again, I fed her but she don't want. So I called Brother Franco fetch me to find doctor. Wow~ It as crowded as a marketplace. Wait half an hour, fortunely it's my turn and mum had reached on that moment. Doctor said nothing serious about baby, only her stomach had 'wind' and sorethroat. Doctor gave her two medicine -> colic & prolactor. Doctor said it quite normal, not too serius that baby wait till so long just had her milk, nothing too worry. And this matter will kept along a week.
Hope baby will be normal, get well soon ... Mummy & Daddy were very worried about you =(
God Bless ~
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
5th of January 2010
5th January 2010 Tuesday Rainy Day
Start from this year, I gotta continue to cook dinner for my lovely family, because granny was started to get older and not feeling well!
I'd used to cook when I'm standard 6, still remember it was at Ipoh, daddy had move there because of his harder job, so mummy, brother franco, brother carson and I should follow. Brother Franco was quite naughty at that moment, he used to eat pil, hookey even mummy send him to college. Brother Carson was standard one, so he won't be a 'chef' .. Just left me, 'a good girl' =) haha ... Where's brother clifftan ..? Oh, granny quite dote on him among us~ So he'll stayed at KL with granny and take care of her.
Today what I wanna told is the two BAD dreams that I'd dreamed this two days night. Yesterday (4th Jan Mon), I'd dreamed Hubby and my friend - LeeYee, both of them hold back on me that they dating together, and it let me eavesdrop when both of them chatting in the phone. This dreamed was very real, even when I'd woke up, I'm still thought to call LeeYee and scolded her~ it still in my mind =(
Huiyor~ Today's dream was totally worst, dreamed that I'm first time introducing hubby to cousin sister - Yuki Chan, can't imagine that she straightly hugs hubby and kissing him non stop, besides, hubby still never kept away from her, standing there and let her do what she done ... OMG ~ What a BAD dreams I had ever~ It just same as hubby leave us alone, scary man ~
Hope it won't be happen on me, PLS~ Thank God!
But I believe that hubby won't really done this things to me, I believe that hubby really love us, care us and even wanted us to be with him forever!
Hubby, Hubby Hew, I and lovely daughter love you so much! We'll be with you till the end of our life, promise, LOVE YOU, muacks
Start from this year, I gotta continue to cook dinner for my lovely family, because granny was started to get older and not feeling well!
Brother Carson & lovely Granny
Brother Carson, Franco & Cliffton
Above was not the main content that I wanna mentioned in this blog ;p LOL~Today what I wanna told is the two BAD dreams that I'd dreamed this two days night. Yesterday (4th Jan Mon), I'd dreamed Hubby and my friend - LeeYee, both of them hold back on me that they dating together, and it let me eavesdrop when both of them chatting in the phone. This dreamed was very real, even when I'd woke up, I'm still thought to call LeeYee and scolded her~ it still in my mind =(
Huiyor~ Today's dream was totally worst, dreamed that I'm first time introducing hubby to cousin sister - Yuki Chan, can't imagine that she straightly hugs hubby and kissing him non stop, besides, hubby still never kept away from her, standing there and let her do what she done ... OMG ~ What a BAD dreams I had ever~ It just same as hubby leave us alone, scary man ~
Hope it won't be happen on me, PLS~ Thank God!
But I believe that hubby won't really done this things to me, I believe that hubby really love us, care us and even wanted us to be with him forever!
Hubby, Hubby Hew, I and lovely daughter love you so much! We'll be with you till the end of our life, promise, LOVE YOU, muacks
Friday, January 1, 2010
1st january 2010
1st january 2010 Friday Sunny Day
Today is the first day of 2010, and I'd received a 'FIRST' call early in the morning. It's from my lovely hubby =)
Although it not any sweet sentences or any greetings, but it really warm my heart ~ Because the first thing I woke was missing you & I'd got your call on that moment!
When I played Facebook this afternoon, I'd try quiz of the Love Matches from your profile, and I be the first place. So happy & excited for it!
For the quiz of who Love Me Today, it got your name too =)
What a happy day for me in this New Year~
Night, I send you a message, the first I Love You in this first day of 2010.
You send me back too =) Warm & Sweet, muacks ...
Today only the first day of 2010, I'd already felt so happy & sweet, still had 364 days to go, and I believe this 364 days will be my happy & memoriable days too =)
Today is the first day of 2010, and I'd received a 'FIRST' call early in the morning. It's from my lovely hubby =)
Although it not any sweet sentences or any greetings, but it really warm my heart ~ Because the first thing I woke was missing you & I'd got your call on that moment!
When I played Facebook this afternoon, I'd try quiz of the Love Matches from your profile, and I be the first place. So happy & excited for it!
For the quiz of who Love Me Today, it got your name too =)
What a happy day for me in this New Year~
Night, I send you a message, the first I Love You in this first day of 2010.
You send me back too =) Warm & Sweet, muacks ...
The first picture ( too long )
continue ~ Finally, the correct I Love You ><
Today only the first day of 2010, I'd already felt so happy & sweet, still had 364 days to go, and I believe this 364 days will be my happy & memoriable days too =)
Enjoy my life with you, fullfill it with you ~ I Love You
Happy New Year
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