Thursday, January 21, 2010

21st January 2010

21st of January 2010     Thursday     Sunny Day

Today Lee Yee fetch me to take baby's identity card. Then going to bank to update the bank book. Dunno why my luck going so bad today. Can't get identity, need to wait more a week. Going to update the bank book, can't make it too, because the manager told me that they got a new rules ... Third party can't updated bank book, can't debit, should attend the owner. What the hell rules is this, sucks ....

After this matter, I'm still thinking wanna call and told hubby or not, because we just arguing yesterday ...
In the end, I'm still picking up the phone and call him. Hubby answered the phone with a softly voice, then I'd told him everything, but end up with a 'weightily' tone. It make me so sad ... Why wanna treat me like that ..? I'm your wife, isn't the one you love most ..??

I'm always thinking myself, why everything had changing now? Did our relationship will ended like this? We used to promise each other that we'll hold hand and hand, 'fighting' for our future! Can we really did it?

Hubby, are you starting to get bored on this relationship ..?
Hubby, are you starting not to love me as last time ..?
Hubby, are you blaming me anything ..?
Hubby, are you going to break our promises ..?
Hubby, did I'd done anything wrong ..?
Hubby, did I'm not good enough for you ..? ( tears starting to fall now )
Hubby, did you still remember the promises between us ..?

You know, I'd thought back a lot of our memories ... Mostly in happiness ... Unforgotten ...

I love the way you love me ...
I love the way you treat me ...
I love the way you hug me ...
I love the way you kiss me ...

But, nowadays you always talk something and hurt me ... Why ?

I'm really can't live without you ( & baby ) ...
Cause
You the one I love most ...
The one I'll appreciate ...
The only one to accompany me till ending up my life ...
No one can be in my heart, but YOU ...



You know, you're really the ONE, the ONLY ONE for ME ...
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH HUBBY ...
aren't you ..?

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